Poems of Love: Cold

Cold hi’s and cold goodbyes

Fake smiles;

I came thrice

This distance feels so sexy;

Don’t love me, just need me

Don’t hug me after you hurt me.

Sleeping far apart; aching muscles

Sore private parts

This can’t be love, this can’t be love

I don’t know what to name it

You make me feel so good;

I’ll ride you and eat you and

Have you fuck me while I’m stood

Passion; stronger without the love

Pain; but we can’t stop

I’m my mouth; on my skin

Bite my neck; bite my chin

You came but didn’t look back at me

Didn’t look at me smile in pleasure

You came but didn’t kiss me

You didn’t hug me after

Beat me good and leave me dirty

Of you; I want to be afraid

Do you believe me? Do you believe me?

Then choke me harder than I can take!

– Gunjan Sethi

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Tick Tick

Deeper anxeity, louder music
Heavier screams from within
Deafening silence on the outside
Thoughts like crippling metal tins

Who’ll save you? Will I? Will they?
None; because they can’t hear you
Alone, yet guarded.
Afraid, yet undaunted.

All that they give me, someday, will be their’s
Uncertainity and fear
Wrong moves; they’re leaving clues
I’m picking them up and keeping them close.

Aware of their smiles, aware of their lies
Aware of all that shines
Ticking time; ticking time
Some day, fortune will be mine.

-Gunjan Sethi

Poems Of Love: Come

Pushing me up, higher and higher
Pink and wet, faster and steadier
Locked eyes and fingers loving me hard
Look how you’re slowly melting my guard.

Every second, I unfold
Into a girl you’ve never known
Don’t stop baby, keep rubbing me close
Your smirks make me blush, cold toes, cold toes!

Shorter breathes and digging nails
Take me up on a roller coaster rail
Surprises, surprises; fast and slow
I swear, love never felt so pure!

Sound of pleasure, close to your ear
Eyes shut tight, you’re doing me right!
Smiles of pleasure, won’t you come closer?
Never wanted you to kiss me more.

Lucky for these kisses and these fingers that make me moan
Lucky for a man who makes my pleasures his own!

It’s wild, it’s driving me close to the top
Wiggling for you to go in and out
But you won’t give it to me so easy
I’m grabbing the sheets, as you grab me baby!

Eyes shut tight; following your fingers all the way up
Tense, deep breathes; pushing out, that’s your thumb!
Quicker and stronger, that’s the right spot!
Make me yours forever, I’ve come, I’ve come!

– Gunjan Sethi
Written for a special someone.

Poems of Love: It’s All Me

Captivated in metal chains
All these hours, you’ve held me still
My scream wouldn’t get past the locked doors
The pain was tearing up my will
Could you please help me?
Help me wipe off these tears?

They’re tears if joy, so be gentle
I’m finally here to be all yours
Because I love you and I don’t want to leave
Shut them tight, all the doors
I’ll lie here still and let you do whatever you like
Even if it’s against my will.

Your thoughts fill me with terror
They leave my muscles paralyzed
How can you be such an animal?
Why won’t you let me out?
Love doesn’t cause pain, it heals
The evil inside you will never let you, really, feel.

This pain you give, is pleasure,
Your thoughts wet my bits
When you show me how strong you are,
I know, no animal, can do me any harm
This is true love, so come close
Come close and fill me with yourself.

It’s two of me, can you see? I feel that;
Sometimes you kiss and sometimes you hurt me.
I can’t decide to love your love or despise it
I can’t decide who’s inside me.

Sometimes I tie myself up
And love me like I want to be loved
And when it hurts, I cry so hard
Wishing someone would wipe these tears off.

When I’m hurting me, I burst out to laugh
And moments later, fear fills my gut
But then I slide it again, all the way up
Leaves me deadly still, the sight of blood.

Behind locked doors, it’s not two
It’s three
A triangle of pain/pleasure
It’s all me, it’s all me.

— Gunjan Sethi

Poems Of Love: Choice

What’s Sex got to do with Love?
What’s your Touch got to do with my Heart?
We could give our bodies and keep our souls
Or give our hearts; but never come close.

I’ll let you cut me open, and look inside
But if I turned evil, will you leave my side?
Past my skin, I’ll let you come through
But if I told you I’m out of love, what will you do?

So when you touch me again, make sure to feel
If you take my heart, make sure to keep
Or tell me my skin is all you need
And we’ll come close, yet apart we’ll be.

–Gunjan Sethi

Poems of Love: Devil Fuck

Throw me onto the backseat of your car

And show me all of your passion, baby

I need to feel you all over my body

Listen to all the dirty things you tell me!

Grab the skin on my back

Bring your face close to my chest

Till your beard tickles my skin

And I can feel your lips on my breast

Ah, don’t grab me so hard!

You’re going to leave me blue

Aren’t you the devil?

Oh how long I’ve waited to fuck you!

–Gunjan Sethi

Poems Of Love: Her Purse

She stood there in her most beautiful dress
And her sexiest heels
Tucked behind her ear, her shiny black tress
Glanced at her watch, nervously.

She wanted to think, but not of him
She wanted to do, more than just him
She wanted to live, past their moments
It was time, the sun was dim

Held her purse close,
Like she held his arm at night
Like it was the only thing that made her feel alive
But tonight, she was going to be free, she decided she needed no knight

Toxic, no he wasn’t
But she made him and she couldn’t let go
The best people, we turn them into everyday
And then decide, we want them no more.

Lifted her head and broke into a smile
As she saw him walking towards her, down the aisle.

Held her purse closer and she puffed up her lungs
With a breathe so deep, so she could hold it while everything was getting done.

He was three steps close, two and one
She reached for the purse and slit his throat, done.

–Gunjan Sethi