Poems of Love: Cold

Cold hi’s and cold goodbyes

Fake smiles;

I came thrice

This distance feels so sexy;

Don’t love me, just need me

Don’t hug me after you hurt me.

Sleeping far apart; aching muscles

Sore private parts

This can’t be love, this can’t be love

I don’t know what to name it

You make me feel so good;

I’ll ride you and eat you and

Have you fuck me while I’m stood

Passion; stronger without the love

Pain; but we can’t stop

I’m my mouth; on my skin

Bite my neck; bite my chin

You came but didn’t look back at me

Didn’t look at me smile in pleasure

You came but didn’t kiss me

You didn’t hug me after

Beat me good and leave me dirty

Of you; I want to be afraid

Do you believe me? Do you believe me?

Then choke me harder than I can take!

– Gunjan Sethi

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Poems Of Love: Come

Pushing me up, higher and higher
Pink and wet, faster and steadier
Locked eyes and fingers loving me hard
Look how you’re slowly melting my guard.

Every second, I unfold
Into a girl you’ve never known
Don’t stop baby, keep rubbing me close
Your smirks make me blush, cold toes, cold toes!

Shorter breathes and digging nails
Take me up on a roller coaster rail
Surprises, surprises; fast and slow
I swear, love never felt so pure!

Sound of pleasure, close to your ear
Eyes shut tight, you’re doing me right!
Smiles of pleasure, won’t you come closer?
Never wanted you to kiss me more.

Lucky for these kisses and these fingers that make me moan
Lucky for a man who makes my pleasures his own!

It’s wild, it’s driving me close to the top
Wiggling for you to go in and out
But you won’t give it to me so easy
I’m grabbing the sheets, as you grab me baby!

Eyes shut tight; following your fingers all the way up
Tense, deep breathes; pushing out, that’s your thumb!
Quicker and stronger, that’s the right spot!
Make me yours forever, I’ve come, I’ve come!

– Gunjan Sethi
Written for a special someone.

Poems of Love: It’s All Me

Captivated in metal chains
All these hours, you’ve held me still
My scream wouldn’t get past the locked doors
The pain was tearing up my will
Could you please help me?
Help me wipe off these tears?

They’re tears if joy, so be gentle
I’m finally here to be all yours
Because I love you and I don’t want to leave
Shut them tight, all the doors
I’ll lie here still and let you do whatever you like
Even if it’s against my will.

Your thoughts fill me with terror
They leave my muscles paralyzed
How can you be such an animal?
Why won’t you let me out?
Love doesn’t cause pain, it heals
The evil inside you will never let you, really, feel.

This pain you give, is pleasure,
Your thoughts wet my bits
When you show me how strong you are,
I know, no animal, can do me any harm
This is true love, so come close
Come close and fill me with yourself.

It’s two of me, can you see? I feel that;
Sometimes you kiss and sometimes you hurt me.
I can’t decide to love your love or despise it
I can’t decide who’s inside me.

Sometimes I tie myself up
And love me like I want to be loved
And when it hurts, I cry so hard
Wishing someone would wipe these tears off.

When I’m hurting me, I burst out to laugh
And moments later, fear fills my gut
But then I slide it again, all the way up
Leaves me deadly still, the sight of blood.

Behind locked doors, it’s not two
It’s three
A triangle of pain/pleasure
It’s all me, it’s all me.

— Gunjan Sethi

Poems of Love: She Took You

Take me back
To love; to that state of mind
When it was all the same thing;
Yours/mine.

Take me back to when we spent hours on the bed
Hours of feeling;
What we wanted to feel forever
Who knew I had to watch you suffer?

When She was coming to get you
What I couldn’t; you foresaw
Who knew I had to watch you suffer?
Struggling to escape her claw.

Ugly; as her grip grew tougher
Who knew I had to watch you suffer?
As your breath went shorter, and your eyes were dimmer
Why couldn’t I have you? Forever, forever.

I wish you had been louder,
When she made you suffer
I wish Love was stronger
So I could ask her to leave you with me: forever, forever.

But as she held you closer and made you suffer
I watched Love grow weaker
Is there nothing that defeats her?
Ever; ever?

Poems and prose spoke;
When she came; she stole
People you love; and people who love
Their bodies, mind and soul.

Too soon, too young
Too strong to succumb
Too blue, she took you
Love watched her; dumb

She was Death
Who knew I had to watch you suffer?
She left me alone
Dead lover; dead lover.

— Gunjan Sethi

Poems Of Love: There

She drove into the darkness
Lost moonlight through the mist
Trees glaring at her moving past
She held the imagination of an artist

It had been hours into the journey
Trying to chase the moon and leave it behind
But just like some memories of his
The moon wasn’t going to leave her alone tonight

The gears, steering was subconscious
One moment, two places

Lying next to him, her fingers through his hair
And this road, her car eating up the painted white lines
Not here, she wanted to be there.

— Gunjan Sethi

The Darkness, the Silence and the Evil.

A dark, vicious universe of opportunities. And you’re standing here. Right here. You look around and you see nothing. It’s pitch dark, and you rub your eyes wishing you’d see something. Disappointed, you fall to the ground on your knees, taxed and capitulated to life, asking yourself, “Everyone is at their happy place! Everyone is beautiful, rich, loved, proud, and successful. Why don’t I see my dream? Where is all that I wished for? All I see is black. This is frustrating me, I want to just sit here. I want to give up. I don’t want to try anymore.

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The Silence spoke, “Take off everything you have in that head of yours, my child, and stop being so querulous. Don’t just look, focus. Focus, and you’ll see your dreams.
You lift your head. Clinching your brows, you peer through the black air. Slowly, you dust off your shoulder, fix your hair, broaden your chest and stand up on your feet. You shut your eyes and take a long, deep breathe.
Igniting the fire, you say to your soul, “I’m going to win. Nothing stops me from being what I dream of!”
You open your eyes, and begin to walk. The fire in them, is guiding you. The fire of hunger. The fire of desire. The fire of the unstoppable.
You walk faster. And faster. You trip over the evil. He’s trying to pull you back. He’s wily and crafty. He’s going to blow into your eyes and you’re going to be blinded again, only to go back to where you started. He’s wants to put out your light!
Despite of his deceiving ascetic looks and incandescent behavior, you will protect your light.
You’re going to stay strong. You’re going to get back on the fighting ring and knock him out! You’re going to say “NO”!
Now you begin to head towards your dream faster and faster. You’ve bent your spine and you’re cutting through the dark. Crushing everything that ever pulled you down, you run faster towards the light! Your brows still clinched and you remain in focus, blurring the evil. You’re sweating and panting, but your body refuses to give up.
You can see yourself getting closer and closer. Closer, to your dreams. The light at the end of the path is enlarging. Excitement fills you! You begin to tear up. As the tear rolls down your face, you feel more determined.
Very unexpectedly, you are encapsulated by a bright light! You hear a loud applause and see happy faces around you.
Oh my God, congratulations honey!
I’m so proud of you!
All the hard work payed off. Congrats!

The Silence was broken. The Darkness was overshadowed by your light. The Evil, he’s no more.
They came, they taught and left.
You’ve learnt a lesson for life, haven’t you?

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