Poems of Love: Cold

Cold hi’s and cold goodbyes

Fake smiles;

I came thrice

This distance feels so sexy;

Don’t love me, just need me

Don’t hug me after you hurt me.

Sleeping far apart; aching muscles

Sore private parts

This can’t be love, this can’t be love

I don’t know what to name it

You make me feel so good;

I’ll ride you and eat you and

Have you fuck me while I’m stood

Passion; stronger without the love

Pain; but we can’t stop

I’m my mouth; on my skin

Bite my neck; bite my chin

You came but didn’t look back at me

Didn’t look at me smile in pleasure

You came but didn’t kiss me

You didn’t hug me after

Beat me good and leave me dirty

Of you; I want to be afraid

Do you believe me? Do you believe me?

Then choke me harder than I can take!

– Gunjan Sethi

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Poems Of Love: Come

Pushing me up, higher and higher
Pink and wet, faster and steadier
Locked eyes and fingers loving me hard
Look how you’re slowly melting my guard.

Every second, I unfold
Into a girl you’ve never known
Don’t stop baby, keep rubbing me close
Your smirks make me blush, cold toes, cold toes!

Shorter breathes and digging nails
Take me up on a roller coaster rail
Surprises, surprises; fast and slow
I swear, love never felt so pure!

Sound of pleasure, close to your ear
Eyes shut tight, you’re doing me right!
Smiles of pleasure, won’t you come closer?
Never wanted you to kiss me more.

Lucky for these kisses and these fingers that make me moan
Lucky for a man who makes my pleasures his own!

It’s wild, it’s driving me close to the top
Wiggling for you to go in and out
But you won’t give it to me so easy
I’m grabbing the sheets, as you grab me baby!

Eyes shut tight; following your fingers all the way up
Tense, deep breathes; pushing out, that’s your thumb!
Quicker and stronger, that’s the right spot!
Make me yours forever, I’ve come, I’ve come!

– Gunjan Sethi
Written for a special someone.

Poems of Love: It’s All Me

Captivated in metal chains
All these hours, you’ve held me still
My scream wouldn’t get past the locked doors
The pain was tearing up my will
Could you please help me?
Help me wipe off these tears?

They’re tears if joy, so be gentle
I’m finally here to be all yours
Because I love you and I don’t want to leave
Shut them tight, all the doors
I’ll lie here still and let you do whatever you like
Even if it’s against my will.

Your thoughts fill me with terror
They leave my muscles paralyzed
How can you be such an animal?
Why won’t you let me out?
Love doesn’t cause pain, it heals
The evil inside you will never let you, really, feel.

This pain you give, is pleasure,
Your thoughts wet my bits
When you show me how strong you are,
I know, no animal, can do me any harm
This is true love, so come close
Come close and fill me with yourself.

It’s two of me, can you see? I feel that;
Sometimes you kiss and sometimes you hurt me.
I can’t decide to love your love or despise it
I can’t decide who’s inside me.

Sometimes I tie myself up
And love me like I want to be loved
And when it hurts, I cry so hard
Wishing someone would wipe these tears off.

When I’m hurting me, I burst out to laugh
And moments later, fear fills my gut
But then I slide it again, all the way up
Leaves me deadly still, the sight of blood.

Behind locked doors, it’s not two
It’s three
A triangle of pain/pleasure
It’s all me, it’s all me.

— Gunjan Sethi

Poems Of Love: Choice

What’s Sex got to do with Love?
What’s your Touch got to do with my Heart?
We could give our bodies and keep our souls
Or give our hearts; but never come close.

I’ll let you cut me open, and look inside
But if I turned evil, will you leave my side?
Past my skin, I’ll let you come through
But if I told you I’m out of love, what will you do?

So when you touch me again, make sure to feel
If you take my heart, make sure to keep
Or tell me my skin is all you need
And we’ll come close, yet apart we’ll be.

–Gunjan Sethi

Poems Of Love: Bathroom

Songs played
fast and upbeat
9PM
I was smoking on the toilet seat

You wont believe the number of times
i’ve unwritten and written this one
Sounds much like our love
Look at what you’ve done!

Cant think straight through this smoke
My fingers trembling while I’m typing
A hundred words I spoke, But none that will tell you
What I’m feeling

Heart’s racing now
inside my stomach, there’s a storm
Can’t handle this like a lady anymore
I’ll be smoking in my bathroom; alone

The cigg’s almost burnt out
I should be calling you right now
But just like every other time
I’m gonna butt it, write down everything I feel
And put my mind to sleep

I’m afraid you won’t feel
This love for me too
I’ll go back to being real
True love isn’t really true

I’ve opened the bathroom door
The smoke’s quickly losing shape
My feelings for you, deep within
I wish someday they’ll find their escape.

— Gunjan Sethi

Poems Of Love: Only Yours

When the breeze gets colder
And the nights get longer
I’ll know I need you
Need you to hold me, kiss me, squeeze me

I believe
Nothing feels warmer than your touch
Because no other is closer to my heart

I need to hear you call my name
Call my name like you want to be inside me
Look at me like you want to possess me

And tonight, sweetheart,
Is the night I’ll be yours
Only yours.

–Gunjan Sethi

Cigarettes

Cigarettes remind me of sex with you
Times you gripped my hair tight between your fingers
As you came closer to kiss me;
And I turned my face away.
Your grip grew stronger
It was the summer of May

Kneeling down in front of you
“Look at me”, you said
Blowing the smoke, off your lungs, onto my face
You smirked at me

Evil and wicked
Hard and wet
A kiss, I couldn’t resist

Nails deeper into you
As you went deeper into me

[To be continued]

– Gunjan Sethi